It comes to an end

This semester we were asked to create this blog and I'm not going to lie, but at first I hated the idea. I am not a writer at all. I like to write when I have a specific topic, but when I'm asked to just free-lance write I am lost. However, as I was doing the blogs weekly, I began to really enjoy writing them. I thought it was fun to just write and vent and discuss. I would become a critic and comedian all in one day. My topics were general, but interesting to me. I guess I did have fun with this project and I hope that anyone that read my blogs would agree with me. =)

Close your eyes and make a wish!

Today it's a beautiful day out and whenever it's really nice out I like to think more. Now I know what your thinking, shouldn't I be doing that all the time, and your right! However, I mean my mind starts to wonder about different stuff in a sense. Today I couldn't help but think about my past and how it changed me in a sense. I couldn't help but just think about how ironic things could actually become.
All I kept thinking about is how I wish that I could be naive, and believe in fairytales and love like I use to. I remember when I was little I would watch Disney movies and fairytales and think that it could actually happen. It's sad to say that things like that are only make believe. It's so funny actually, because a big secret of mine is that my favorite movie of all time is the 10th Kingdom; most people have probably never even heard of it. This movie was made of tv movie that I just fell in love with. The movie is basically a love story and how a girl from New York City travels to the 9 kingdoms, where she meets all the fairytales and at the end falls for the man who thought he wasn't good enough for her. Ugh!! it is the pinacle of girly and cute and for anyone who really knows me, they know that is not me at all. It's sad to say that I think I use to be like that, I use to believe in all that stuff and I just don't know what happened to me. All I know is that my mind always wants me to be cynical and put down that love and romance side, because everyone I always tried to trust, would let me down, but in my heart I will always be the little princess waiting for her fairytale. I close my eyes and always make the wish at 11:11.

My first year of college

So I came to the realization that my first year of college is over. Today as I sat down stdying before a final, I was thinking about how I only have to take 3 more finals and then its summer, but as I started to really think about it, I remembered that not only will summer be starting, but my first year of college will be done. Then I started to really think, WOW! Right now many things such as prom and graduation are happening and I remembered that it was me one year ago doing that stuff. I can't believe how much time really flies.
When I started to really think, so much has really happened to me this year. I started college, started working at my first job, made a whole new set of friends, joined a sorority, and got through a lot of my credits toward graduation. I remembered all the crushes, and parties and I remembered what it was like to have to start all over again; being the little guy (freshman) again. So far this year was great. It's kind of sad that one year has passed already, but in truth I wouldn't take back one moment and I'm so excited to see what summer and the next three years of my college career will bring.