Today it's a beautiful day out and whenever it's really nice out I like to think more. Now I know what your thinking, shouldn't I be doing that all the time, and your right! However, I mean my mind starts to wonder about different stuff in a sense. Today I couldn't help but think about my past and how it changed me in a sense. I couldn't help but just think about how ironic things could actually become.
All I kept thinking about is how I wish that I could be naive, and believe in fairytales and love like I use to. I remember when I was little I would watch Disney movies and fairytales and think that it could actually happen. It's sad to say that things like that are only make believe. It's so funny actually, because a big secret of mine is that my favorite movie of all time is the 10th Kingdom; most people have probably never even heard of it. This movie was made of tv movie that I just fell in love with. The movie is basically a love story and how a girl from New York City travels to the 9 kingdoms, where she meets all the fairytales and at the end falls for the man who thought he wasn't good enough for her. Ugh!! it is the pinacle of girly and cute and for anyone who really knows me, they know that is not me at all. It's sad to say that I think I use to be like that, I use to believe in all that stuff and I just don't know what happened to me. All I know is that my mind always wants me to be cynical and put down that love and romance side, because everyone I always tried to trust, would let me down, but in my heart I will always be the little princess waiting for her fairytale. I close my eyes and always make the wish at 11:11.
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